i'm gonna be 19 in 4 days. and all i want is to be able to figure out..

what i want.

everything sucks, and my life is annoying. but i definently wouldn't trade these memories for the fucking world. this month has been OD insane. yay.

i forgot this thing existed for a while. um, lets play catch up ( Read more... )

My lifes been random lately, incredibly random. I drink again, i'm definently replacing drinking with smoking cuz i'm getting kinda tired of being retarted 24/7. So yeah, wooh for alcohol. The only girl i ever loved came to my house and told me i was perfect, and ever since then my whole worlds been upside down. We got into a big fight like ( Read more... )

FLORIDA TOMMOROW! So nervous, so fucking nervous. i just wish the girl i was going with wasn't so like, easily frustrated. cuz i'm worried shes gonna hate me cuz i like, exist, and then i'm gonna hate her cuz she hates me for no reason. But yeah who cares i'm fucking getting out of yonkers for 9 days. ROOOOAAADDDD TRRRRIIIPPP! i'm burning mad CD's ( Read more... )

Vinny Belmont ( Read more... )

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Dear vincent ( Read more... )

i'm fucking mad, i'm mad that my entire life is all over the place because i've sarrounded myself with selfish people. I didn't decide this life, they did, with there actions and there fucking decision. So fuck you. fuck everyone thats making this as hard as it is for me. i'm not blaming myself anymore. so FUCK YOU. fuck you for tagging me along ( Read more... )

ok i'm watching some show about god and the devil and what not and its actually really interesting, so get this i decide to read, wich is something i never do. And all i've accomplished is officially scaring the living shit out of myself. Theres like 90 million different predictions about the world ending soon, and its fucking scary. The only ( Read more... )