Hate this shit....

[tnmwloves69eamw]

I....am so in lost of words..... I can't keep this quiet, I've joined some Lesbian communities.....like singles, just to see what was out there and let me tell you, there isn't much! A lot of these girls only want you if your "hot" or they are in relationships and want to be with other girls as well. I am so baffled but not surprised by this. See,

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[xvampiratex]

I'm sorry that happened to you, sweetie. But you don't need a partner to make your life worth while. You always, always have friends to fall back on. Life is plenty worthwhile being single; you can do what you want and not feel limited or guilty about it. The right one will come along one day. Not every lesbian is superficial or a bedhopper...I guess just like not every guy is a two-timing insensitive bastard as I'm finding out right now. Hope you feel better soon. I wish you the best of luck my friend.

~Stixy.

[tnmwloves69eamw]

I don't always have friends to fall back on, sorry, but you don't know me that well. Sure, I have some friends on here but I don't have much friends here in Cali that are nearby. I'm not very social, I have a problem with communication, I don't know what to talk about half of the time. That's why I don't make friends easily because the expressions on my face make me come off as a bitch (but I don't mean to come off that way to people) Your not like me though so I don't know if you can understand. Me, I'm a very committed person, although I'm only 20, I am very much ready to settle down. I'm not a partier, I don't like to fuck around. I want someone who wants me for me and that's all she wants...but it doesn't really seem as if that's possible. In conclusion, I don't like being single, AT ALL. Lots of people tell me to just give it time, but that's just not me. And I don't expect anyone to understand that but me. but thanks for your words Stixy. bye bye!

[thisyears_girl]

I completely and totally know how you feel.

Feel free to aim me shebloomsatnight

[tnmwloves69eamw]

Hey, thanks! I'll IM you when I have the time. :)

[monkee5150]

*hugs* come buy we'll have cupcakes and conversation. I miss you like there is no tomorrow.

[tnmwloves69eamw]

I was going to come by yesterday but I had to take my mother to Target and K-Mart.

[paris_skies]

I hope I stayed on your friends list :-(

I totally get what you're saying. London girls are just the same, all they want is eye candy on their arms. They don't give a damn about personalitys, looks (I mean regular, decent looking girls- all they like is fashionable ones) or monogamy.

Tis a shame we don't live closer ;-)

[tnmwloves69eamw]

Yes babe, you stayed on my list, of course! I don't think I could ever delete you, I know you care about me. You've expressed it numerous times here online and even more when you sent me that card...which I love and cherish.

I'm glad that I know there's someone out there that I can relate too.

[tnmwloves69eamw]

And yes, it is a shame, a damn shame that we don't live closer...

[its_paul]

Tess sweetie. I know what pain you're feeling. I wish there was something I could do for you right now. Don't go hurting yourself.

You have just proved you're one of a kind. You know what you want in life. There are women out there who feel just as you do. The thing is that you both have to pass each others path at the right time. Keep walking forward in order to make that path.

Who says your not hot? So you're not a "Lip Stick Lesbian". If people are only shopping for looks then why would you need them?

Keep that beautiful head up Tesslyn.

*HUGS*

[tnmwloves69eamw]

Thank you Paul. :-\

[its_paul]

That should be
Thank you Paul :-)

Now move closer to me so I have someone to talk to. :)

[tnmwloves69eamw]

I'm as close as I'm going to get to you...