Secrets (invisible to B5 muses safe emperor_cotto_i)

[tm_carolyn]

Ambassador Mollari has a fascinating psyche, but at the moment it's so ridden with anger and pain and guilt and resentment that I wish I wouldn't have had to perform a scan. Still, both Al and the Ambassador asked me to. I'm not sure what this will all lead to, though I have a guess. After all, the scan was supposed to verify two things - that

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Written message via Babcom:

[vir_cotto_tm]

Ms. Sanderson-

I don't think I've ever had the opportunity to communicate with you before. But I know that you were the one chosen by Bester to perform the scan on Londo, which means... it's safe to talk to you.

Well, the truth is, this new alliance Londo has formed with Bester scares me. And what scares me most of all is that I know there is something to this that Londo's not telling me.

I fear for him. He's been through a lot recently- he's angry and hurt and I'm worried that it's influencing him in ways he's unwilling to face or admit. I've tried to help him as much as I can, but... I still don't know what those technomages did to him. I don't know if Londo was tortured. I don't know if they've altered his mind in someway. And I don't understand everything that's happened between him and G'Kar. Londo won't talk to me even though I know he needs to

Re: at Vir's quarters

[vir_cotto_tm]

Coloring slightly, Vir ducks his head and clears his throat.

Well, I... I've never really thought about that for... for myself.

Re: at Vir's quarters

[tm_carolyn]

*gently*

You should. The universe has few enough people who are decent and kind as it is, and it looks like both your friend and the lives of many others could depend on yours.

Re: at Vir's quarters

[vir_cotto_tm]

Softly, touched:

Yeah...

A certain prophetess comes to mind.

... I-I-I've noticed that. It's so strange... I-I don't even know why. There are so many people out there who are better... better prepared for this. I've seen things... felt things...

Vir's voice falters slightly.

... done things I never predicted I'd ever... I-I-I don't know where this is all leading... what I'm becoming. And I don't even know if I'm going to like it when I get there.

Re: at Vir's quarters

[tm_carolyn]

None of us know that, Vir. We can only hope...

The strain gets too much, and she feels her projected self dissolve.

*Hastily*

Best of luck. We'll talk again soon!

Re: at Vir's quarters

[vir_cotto_tm]

Vir stands up as Carolyn dissolves before his eyes.

Goodbye... and thank you...

Alone once more, Vir takes off his robe, laying it on a nearby chair, and curls up beneath his covers, his mind a whirl of thoughts.