Yeah, it's been awhile. Things are crazy here. I'm so sick of dealing with my brother's personal soap opera. First in my life are Aron and Hannah, Second are my brother and sister. I am the oldest child, you cant blame me for always protecting them. There is one thing that's a little different though, the way we grew up. Growing up I always took ( Read more... )

The past 2 days have been real rough for me. I got some bad news about my child bearing years which almost seems impossible now. Not sure if I'll be able to have anymore kids. Everyone around here that I have told is just like yeah...oh...wow...big deal...but you know, it is a big deal to me. I just want to cry and cry. I am real upset by it. I ( Read more... )

It's beautiful outside. I might go to the park with the kids again, not sure. I still cant get L off my mind. I havent heard from him in awhile. Hopefully I'll get a letter in the mail soon ( Read more... )

Somehow or another the little head cold has circled around and is right back to me. I feel horrible. Ugh ( Read more... )

Ugh I feel like crap today. I dont know who has gotten me sick...Jon? Ed? Joe? All I know is since these kids have gotten up they have been screaming at each other and fighting and it's shooting right through my head. I feel so drained. I want to go back to bed ( Read more... )

Just sitting here listening to music tonight. Darn pogo.com has gotten me addicted to so many games ( Read more... )

"i love you T, under our fucked up situation, I want you to know that. You mean so much to me. I respect you deeply, and forever rather we are one or nothing, it's an always friendship. It's longer than diamonds last ( Read more... )

Yeah so we went to Aron's headstart speech screening today. We got there and he was the first one in. We went into this room and the door was closed so it was silent and the lady could hear him. She asked him all sorts of questions like what he saw on the card and what not. Here's something messed up. The lady drops a comb on the ground then says " ( Read more... )

Happy St. Patrick's Day! Yay! Not that I really celebrate the holiday, I mean the most I do is make the Corned Beef Dinner with the carrots and cabbage and potatoes. I guess it's just something my mother did that was passed down to me. God, I miss her. I was thinking tonight, back when she was alive she used to call me up crying saying how Maria ( Read more... )

So today Aron has a field trip to the North Adams Public Library. That should be fun. I dont have my car, the carseats, or a babysitter for Hannah. Aron's teacher is going to grab a carseat from work and bring us. I just dont like bringing Hannah to Aron's field trips. She just requires so much attention ( Read more... )