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"i love you T, under our fucked up situation, I want you to know that. You mean so much to me. I respect you deeply, and forever rather we are one or nothing, it's an always friendship. It's longer than diamonds last."
Has anyone ever loved someone they feel like they "shouldn't?" I'm so sick of worrying about whether my sister is going to approve or my brother or anyone else for that matter. I should just deal with what I feel, how I'm feeling inside. It's not their decision to make, however I wish that sometimes I could open up and be able to trust them more and share the wonderful feeling I have for this man.
It feels wrong in one way but in the most amazing way everything feels so right. I cant explain it. We connect on this level that is unbelieveable. Never in a million years would I think this is what was going to happen, but the bottom line is I cant turn back now and I wont. I want to be happy.
I just wish I had somebody to talk to...somebody who understands...or even...somebody who will just listen.
Has anyone ever loved someone they feel like they "shouldn't?" I'm so sick of worrying about whether my sister is going to approve or my brother or anyone else for that matter. I should just deal with what I feel, how I'm feeling inside. It's not their decision to make, however I wish that sometimes I could open up and be able to trust them more and share the wonderful feeling I have for this man.
It feels wrong in one way but in the most amazing way everything feels so right. I cant explain it. We connect on this level that is unbelieveable. Never in a million years would I think this is what was going to happen, but the bottom line is I cant turn back now and I wont. I want to be happy.
I just wish I had somebody to talk to...somebody who understands...or even...somebody who will just listen.