The sound of my keyboard, clicking my thoughts into the world is a familiar sadness. I've been absent for so long, not only from my people, but from myself as well. I've forgotten what it means to be self-sufficient, self-reliant, and independant. I do carry my own opinions, thoughts, and knowledge; an important statement. I can't change what I ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween every-body!

So life. I've been soo absent from so many aspects of it recently. My relationship is doing really well, I definitely found love, but I miss some of my friendships. Things got really rocky in Fresno, which reverberated throughout my whole life at the time. It was too much for me to deal with, so I just shut down and focused on the closest thing ( Read more... )

I'm sooo tired

This is me writing an enrty in September. I do get my clothes at the toilet store.

Bye Every-Body!

So school started last week. My classes are great. I only have school MWF, and I'm done by 1. Everyone here seems to be in a very good place. Minimal drama. I'm really thrilled about that. I guess everyone realizes that it's time to grow up. I got a really good job at Home Depot, really good pay, I'll be making as much as I was at the ( Read more... )

So I'm in Fresno now. I'm all moved in and getting settled. The apt is really comfortable. Neighbors are friendly, and everything is close. I'm really really happy here. Hopefully Jonathon and I will get along well. I feel sooo bad, I missed Marco's birthday. I totally forgot about it. I was so busy trying to get moved, oh well, no excuses ( Read more... )

I feel good about myself. Some guy called me "Poppin' Fresh" today and I let him off with a warning shot.

Today my girlfriend looked over at me with her big beautiful moon-lake eyes and told me she loved me. Just to say it. It wasn't the first time or anything, but it's just one of those moments I'll never forget. She's the best part of my day. I love her forever.

I fear that I am becoming a member of a group I have spent so much time making fun of: Lake People.