A lot can happen in two years..  which is how long ago the last time I posted was...  I have had my heart broken and repaired, and I broke a heart too,  I'm still with Isaac.. and during these two years.. I have completely forgotten about LiveJournal.. until now.  Thanks Jeff.  One year of college under my belt.  probably five more to go..   ( Read more... )

So.. who uses pennies on a regular basis?  not very many people.  What can you buy with a penny nowadays?  nothing.  So, why don't we just get rid of pennies?  I mean, sure, pennies used to have a purpose, but penny candy and Five-and-Dime stores don't exist anymore.  Gas is almost $4/gallon, and in some places it already is, why do we need pennies ( Read more... )

I just want to say thanks.  Thank you Jeff, Meagan, and Mel, because you are the three people who have influenced me more than anyone else to be the person I am today..  Granted, I'm still trying to figure myslf out a bit, but thanks for getting me to where I am.

Ellen's Teeth are now shiny, white, and brace free.

It's been two years.   My life really has come around full circle..  It's still the best day I can ever remember, but I'm just as happy now as I was then.

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race from self-control.
Your legs are smooth as they graze ( Read more... )

I have decided that when I get older... like after college, and possible after marriage... I am going to move to France or great Britain...  I want a National Health care System.

Well... it's been a while!  I have major upates!
1. I have a boyfriend
    a. he's amazing and I'm the happiest I've been in over a year.
    b. Isaac Dillard.
        i. Plays guitar
        ii. Sings (very well, too.. even though he doesn't think so)
        iii. Writes music
        iv. by definition is perfect.
2. I hate drama
    a. Dewie's pretty ( Read more... )

So, I'm going throught he phase that I hope everyone goes through where I feel like I have zero friends..  or at least no friends who really truly care.  Everyone has been such assholes to me lately..  and I normally just brush it off..  but today I broke because I can only hold in so much...  I don't even watnt o be around people anymore..  is ( Read more... )

I love reminiscing.  It provides me with a door to the past; to those happy times I wish I had back.  Sure there are scars, but scars tell stories that one should smile upon.  Someday I will find him...  and it will be perfect..  and we will sing.  But, for now I will retreat through my door and reside a while in my happy memories.  They give me ( Read more... )

 and 88 keys to get me where I want to be..  but it's not enough.