so.... two months past my last post. thats pretty sad. I'm sitting here in my wonderful room with my three wonderful roomates, Justin and Alan. not reading plato and proud of it... kinda. I had my first test back at school today (aced it i do believe) and have my first Nursing lab tomarrow. You should have seen me when i got my stethoscope ( Read more... )

i think my head is about to explode... serious sinus pressure going on.

on the bright side... i had an awesome night of way cool music in a barn full of hippies *le sigh*
mary is my favorite.
peanut butter pie is my favorite too.
damn the boy. only not.

right now i hate my life. but don't worry... i should get over it in a few seconds...

there. whew! hate it when that happens! i'm definitly calling my cousin tonight.... DESPERATION SETS IN! *mad laughter*
*kisskiss*

very tired. yuck. Chicago tho, was wonderful! it was so great to see Stacey, alan and christine! i miss them (and everyone else that i didn't get to see) so much. hell. now i just need to take trips to St. Louis, Rockford, Wisconsin, wyoming and PA and i'll be set!
yeeaahh.

fuck this. i don't have the energy. i'm going to bed. *kisses*

yay for using the internets of the people i'm babysitting for! i should prolly get off soon. blah. i need a job. and people. or a job to get money to see people. there we go...

ah. home.
bored.
hanging with the kids... jacob is 4 tomarrow...
talking with the boy... this just might work... who knows?
driving.... i need my fucking license...
and a job.
really really badly.

hmmmm... honestly, thats it.

so yeah... packed.
pretty much, anyways. We need to load the car... but moms not here yet. Alan and Adam are taking there statics Final. that kid had better come say good bye to me. ouch. i hurt.
moms here.

more of the same... most of the stuff is out of my room... and the rest is getting packed as soon as i'm done here. Conflict... i want to stay up with Stacey.... but i want to go to bed with the boy. so... i'll prolly stay up... but not as long as stace wants to. i feel like crying. no surprise... i've felt like this all day. i know that next ( Read more... )

can't believe i'm going home in two days... mixing depression with relief. i can't even think about what it's going to be like to live at home. not to live in this little room with pull out beds and cable internets and my great friends and a boy to sleep with. not having to pay to do laundry.speaking of which... i was supposed to get money the ( Read more... )

i worship micah sievenpiper.
he fulfills me.