Well lets see, I am doing great for the most part. School is slightly worrisome because I don't know for sure what I should do with my directed study. The only other interesting point is that I am going to New York in a few weeks to see the new Christo exhibit in Central Park.

I am somewhat positivie that god hates me because of the things he does to me.

P.S. I hope to never again have to fucking threaten someones life with a knife to their throat cause they want to beat up my best fucking friend.... Happy god damn new years.

Points of interest:

Being done with this three studio semester FINALLY!

Having all my Christmas shopping done early.

Actually trying to hangout with a few people these days.

Making chastity belts in Scotland for a month.

Getting tattooed soon.

Ok, so I am just saying Ann Coulter is hot. Hahaha, I mean she is even too conservative for me, but I do her.

forsomereasoniamnotsleepingverymuchthesedays.ireallyneedsleepanditsdrivingmecrazy.iamhavingthesecrazyvisions
orhalucinations,butinawilliamblakesortofway.whichifyouhaveanyframeofreferenceyouwouldknowhowscarythatcanbe.

I used to joke about being an artist, but as I gain a small level of notority I realize maybe I really am doing this...?

I am sick physically, and in every other aspect of my life too.

I thought maybe I had a huge superiority complex, but I realized that I am just better than everyone else, heh.

Does anyone remember the Pete and Pete episode where they all stay up for the time change cause it's the only time you get to go back in time? The older I get the more I have been having social anxiety problems. It does not help when it is compounded with the most awkward feelings ever. God I need to really just disappear. Anyone want to come along ( Read more... )

I am super upset with myself and with a situation in general. I just feel so foolish in not seeing this before...