yayyy today has been good. erm. only different. im sick as satan, so i didnt schooling and i spent most of the day incapacitated. but now im like checking computer shit for the first time in like.. weeks. w00t. omg i havent been on aim in like a week. im kicking the habit :D only now i never get to talk to anyone because no one calls me and im ( Read more... )

i feel so dirty :(:(:( tonight... i... i... i saw a movie. and it wasnt rotk :( and... i liked it. oh rotk, please forgive me :'( but yeah, butterfly effect = teh very gud movie. ashton whatshisface isnt being all "durr im a stupid asshole" and theres all this prison yaoi and this badass jesus guy. <3 grand movie. everyone should go see it. ( Read more... )

yeah. im in the library again for english. my computer says its 2.35. tylers says its 2.43. brian joyce's says its 3:00 trevor hinkson kid's says its 3:32 :-\ something is clearly amiss. i wonder what time it really is. oh well. i hope randalls hot date with meredith goes well... or something. go randall. erm. yeah. there was no lie in ( Read more... )

erm. im all in the library n such aschooling. i woke up at like 8ish cause i had an awesome doctor appointment at 8:30, which i was late to. tylers creepily reading over my shoulder <3<3<3 apparently those hearts dont make up for it. ¬.¬ erm. yea. so like i go to doctor lady and she's all like... "lets let you pop some pills!" and im all like "ok ( Read more... )

i wish i could stop feeling this way. i wish my friends would call me/want me to attend friendly things. i wish people would take me seriously and not just say "oh she's full of crap. she wants attention. to hell with her" or whatever people are saying. i dont know what people are saying because none of them say anything to me. people ( Read more... )

asdfjkl; i sat at barnes and noble today for like 4 hours and then walked around the mall. i was all short sleeving the whole time and no one said anything at all. no one even asked what happened. feelings of isolation and hopelessness ensue. im a horrible person. i deserve to be alone. i guess i'm doing a pretty good job of getting myself ( Read more... )

i want to be pretty and take good care of myself. i think i'll like... start trying at that. it would be really fun. fun is more fun than anti-fun, which is where im at right now. so like... from this moment forth, i reject my anti-fun >:O long live the reign of fun and being pretty!

mmm. not much to say here. im going to see rotk for time #3 today. glory and trumpets. i feel depressed x.x like... unexcited about christmas/everything else. like... i dont want to be at daddys, but then i dont really want to be at mommys either. i guess i want to be with friends :( come save me

oh my god!!! less than 17 hours until return of the king! omgomg im so giddy. oh my god. i have butterflies in my stomach. ahhh words cannot express my excitement/anticipation :D!

like... bundles of people pulled a good friend. like apparently tyler planned some kind of surprise party. being conspired against makes me feel loved. lol like i didnt know i had that many friends. <3 how happy. it was grand fun. its been like... long time since ive felt that universally loved. yay. thanks you guys