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asdfjkl; i sat at barnes and noble today for like 4 hours and then walked around the mall. i was all short sleeving the whole time and no one said anything at all. no one even asked what happened. feelings of isolation and hopelessness ensue. im a horrible person. i deserve to be alone. i guess i'm doing a pretty good job of getting myself what i deserve. i hate it. i cant take this. i don't know what to do.