okay... this is my complainin journal so if u sum how come across this please don't be like ugh because a lotta people just know my xanga... and this is where i can just vent... so today after practice there was sum drama wit brian ... and i couldn't stop cryin ... i try so hard to be everythin he wants... and it just doesn't seem like i'm perfect ( Read more... )

i think i might start writing in this again cause this will prob be my personal journal... cause my xanga a lotta people know... and on this one i think the only people that know are my good friends... so yeah ... but i need to get some things off my chest and i love to write about whats wrong and stuff...and i hate complainin and people seein it ( Read more... )

when i see ur face i can see you smile, when i see your eyes i can see your life*

::sigh:: friday was wonderful lol ... i went to the mall with alex marky and alexs lil sister... lol i met tyler and andy and also bryan lol ... hmm i can't really go into detail as to what happened i had fun though haha and when i walked out the janitor was starin at ( Read more... )

its not air, i'm breathing in, it's the hardest kind of love four hundred miles away*

earth day was pritty fun i love workin with kids... lol i was doin my t rex and makin them do whale sounds... and i taught them about volcanos...even though that wasn't my booth lol ... and i was chasin the kids around and we played a cootie game lol ...hmm then ( Read more... )

and i feel that you want me around*

yesterday we had the first game so i had to get up at like 7... ugh lol ... then during the game i totally let stuff get to me and i had a emotional breakdown ... and i just had one of my cryin spells...and i can't control them... it sucks...i don't even know what to do cause my mind fills with all these thoughts ( Read more... )

And all....I need is you and I'm upside! And all i feel is this love for you, infactuated by your smile*

today had to get up at like 8 for the soccer tourny... i slept in the car cause i was tierd... since sumone kept me up all night haha...but sean is one cool kid ... lol ... well yeah are game went well i was "bustin out the moves" lol... o yeah ( Read more... )

but nobody cares if your losing yourself*

wow today was def interestin lol... lets see in english i got a pet cicada :) lol its for these guys earth day thingy and this one was like partially alive lol so it got a home lol and i wrote timmy's home on it lol and i gave it a pool and a chip lol and i would pet it and kiss it lmao ... i miss timmy :( ( Read more... )

its not okay, i promise*

okay nothing to interesting happened today lol...well in spanish the boys always pick on me lol ... i called mike g...pube chin lol...an di kept on feelin his chin hahah...i'm weird and he got my hair stuck in his binder thingy it hurt! lol ... and then i was like screamin cause they were tryin to push me outta my chair and ( Read more... )

i want you to know i love the way you laugh*

today was okay i guess...at lunch andy decided to make a sign for me....which def said "dara will give head for cookies" ... and he held it above me... lol...so he was showin it to everyone in the class and all these guys were givin me cookies.. and this one dude asked me what kinda cookies i liked... i ( Read more... )

hmm today had its ups and downs... geometry boring... lol ... uhh spanish lol we took a test and when it was over mike g. was sleepin so i like put his hair into a mohawk haha ... and i wanted to do mike b.'s but he wouldn't let me :( ... lol then mike p... lol (so many mikes!) stole my water bottle lol ... and at the end of class sprayed me in the ( Read more... )