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So.....am I really going to become one of those people who cant trust anyone. that everyone lets me down? again and agian and again the people closest to me let me down. one after another. I really dont want to have to feel like i cant tell anyone, not even britt. but i guess so. Is any one ever going to care enough to consider my feelings before ( Read more... ) -
hello lova!
So......I saw Jon, with his new girlfriend today. That was kinda wierd. It made me kinda sad): Just a little bit though. He was really needy and controlling, but still, that doesnt mean he wasnt a kool guy besides that. But I am happy with Paul and I am glad I am with him. I dont treat him good enough. I by no means treat him bad, but I could do ( Read more... ) -
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woah, this is wied. havent been here for a while. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm i can say anything i want and no one will even notice............COCK BALL!.......YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! -
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I don't know what you would call Jon and I. Obviously we have different perceptions of what it is thats for sure. When he wants to move int together and go to utah " For the weekend" kinda scaren me away. I dont know how I feel. I do like him, but I'm scared he likes me more than I him. Its all moving so fast too. I don't know ahhh! I don't think ( Read more... ) -
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I can't stop thinking about Vince. That smile, sometimes I feel so certain that I will marry him one day. I should have given him my heart when he asked for it, I hope the offer still stands. -
I dont wanna fall to pieces, i jus wanna cry in front of you
I should be in bed right now, Im going to hate myelf in the morning. But I have all these emotion running through me, all these question I want to ask myself, resolve. Plus I have a throbbing pain in my neck and can't sleep.
I feel like........................everyone is moving ahead and I'm staying in place. Everyone's runing a race and Ijust ( Read more... ) -
death becomes her
): I'm still sick, I'm actually getting sicker cot' dammit! Well At least I baught a dvd player and the first season of Will and Grace. So I can be miserable in bed but be laughin my ass off. I really hate doctors, I mean I know they arent miracle workers, but when you say " hey that medicine you gave me, isnt helping actually im getting worse" ( Read more... ) -
If the magic's in the maker, then who the hell am I?
whew. long week. lol last night was a.........riot. thnaks for comming to get me boys. Kevy, Matty Ronnie and Sean all pulled out in thier leather jackets readt ro kick som a-ss! hot ass mike was a little scared i think.
will and i talked on the phone for like 3 hours last night. I havent done that with a guy in a long time. It was nice to open ( Read more... ) -
hio!
~New years resolutions~
1. Not eat after 7:00 p.m.
2. Move out with Moo Hoo and Britt into a nice apartment.
3. Get a second job that makes good money.
4. Pimp out my beautful truck!
5. work out 3 times a week
6. Get back into dancing and stay dedicated
7. start school in fall
8. Learn to just let things go and stay out of drama
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05 bitches!
I have a couple options for new years, but I don't really know whats goin on. What are you boys doin?
Britt is comm'n! Yay! I'm excited! I am getting a part time job at maly's, and Britt, Moo Hoo and I are are moving out! I am so extatic to get out of boulder! We have so many ideas for our cute little apartment its so fun!
I have to wake up at 6 ( Read more... )