Marginally, I'm here. Don't want to be, but I am. I'm hoping the haunting isn't with me tonight. I really need to sleep. I don't go to the mental health department until the 19th, but I'm hoping to get a personal psychiatrist before I have to go over there. They really don't help a thing, and try to force you into "support groups" that have ( Read more... )

Well, since I had way more bills than I expected this month, I am beyond broke (-95 in the bank). This means that I cannot pay for my insurance deductible in order to get the car repaired, I can buy food, I won't have gas for the car (if I even had a car, that is), and I won't have medicine because I can't pay for the refills (gooooo SEIZURE TIME ( Read more... )

Currently, I'm looped on 7.5 Lortab and still eating amoxicillin like it was Pez candy. The receptionist at the dentist's office told me that I may need a stronger antibiotic, since I've been on this for almost a week and it doesn't seem to be working. Dr. Wyss told me to call him any time over the weekend if I needed him. I love him so much ( Read more... )

Once again, the mother_unit is pulling my figurative fat out of the figurative fire. As each month came ambling by, Aunt Tudi and I have been getting further and further behind because it's just not possible for two people to live on a tiny disability check. We had to go to the mother_unit to see if she could help with some of my doctors' bills, so they would continue ( Read more... )

I feel like an albatross around Aunt Tudi's neck. She's constantly worried about money, agonizing over never having enough to do what needs doing. I thought I'd be able to make her twilight years the best she's ever had but, instead, I'm making her twilight years overly difficult and filled with anxiety. I keep telling her she'd be better off ( Read more... )

• The line from the gas tanks to the heater had to be replaced: $250.00 (not counting paying for the gas, which was an extra $253.57)
• The clothes dryer had to be repaired: $65.00
• The car had to be readied for cold weather: $87.00
• I had to go to the doctor $60.00

This is besides our normal monthly utilities, which we barely make each month ( Read more... )

After freezing our asses off now for two weeks, we finally saved up enough to get gas for the heater only to discover that the heater won't work. The repair guy will have to come out and check the lines and fix the situation. $75.00 just for a visit. God knows what else will be added on to that. Merry fucking christmas.

According to Doc, it was a fairly large dog that attacked Smidgen, who was lucky to survive the attack, much less make it home. He had to keep her overnight to clean out the rather impressive wounds, repair the damaged muscle, and put in a couple of drainage tubes. If all goes well, I'll be able to pick up Smidgen any time after 9 AM tomorrow ( Read more... )

Yes yes, it is another random post filled with randomosity and other random goodness. This is where I take a sort of mind dump to cleanse the soul and ruin the lives of innocent people who chance upon this entry. Then again, as the great philosopher Hexina once said, "No one is truly innocent," when asked why she socked that "innocent" mime in ( Read more... )

Well, it seems that I qualify for financial aid for schooling, based on the information I provided the government. Since I made so little money last year, I'm basically a shoe-in. I'm eying an AAS in Medical Office Management at Kaplan University because I can take all the classes online, which would allow me to work any hours necessary and still ( Read more... )