meeting up with a broken hearted friend tonight. calling a bruised and beaten friend in a couple minutes. actually, i cant call him. his cell phone was rudely taken from him this past fourth of july. i'm lucky to be well, with the exception of my busted knee, and excited for our adventure to the east coast which is rapidly approaching ( Read more... )

i sang my way past the pond and through the field today. i walked as slow as i could to take in every second, of the only part of this afternoon i would know. when i returned, i took the scent of lilac as deep into my lungs as i could, then exhailed and entered the building ( Read more... )

the monster that is anxiety has its hands tightly gripped around my throat at the moment. i cant concentrate or focus on anything. my wrists and fingers feel tense and stiff as i am writing this. i keep jumping from one thing to another. i tried making a list, as somtimes organizing my thoughts calms me down, but not this time. i just found out ( Read more... )

this message is for thin lizzy ( Read more... )

so i just got news about the status of my tax returns. i owe those son'a bitches $45! needeless to say my mood has been soured. i was counting on getting nice fat check back from those pieces of shit ( Read more... )

well ( Read more... )

ahh ( Read more... )

here i sit once again with 10,000 things running through my mind, and can't seem to write any of it down ( Read more... )

I'm having a really hard time putting any kind of thought together right now. My head is a blender filled with lots of tasty ingredients, but the damn blend button is stuck and my only other option is mix. I have lots of yummy things in there. I have something sweet. Like all the time you you you and I spent together this weekend. I have something ( Read more... )

happy birthday bernie. sweet 22 says hello to you. cheers mate ( Read more... )