havent been here for a while....
since im procrastinating a paper, i decided it was a good time to write.

so much has happened since i last wrote i dont know where to begin. i guess costa rica.
it was amazing and perfect and hot and completely left me in witdrawl. it went beyond expectations and more and i wish i was still there. we were like a ( Read more... )

 ive been going to shivahs everyday for jesses dad. i feel like ive been living at his house, but they are finally over. The only time ive seen him cry was at the funeral, so i dont know. hes coming back to school tomorrow and as long as were just there for him , hopefully hell be okay. yesterady i spent so long there and i had so much work to do ( Read more... )

my dog bit my nose this morning and i now have a million scratches that are as red as cherries on my nose. hopefully base will cover it up for the show...tonight some friends are coming to see the show which is exciting also.
5 school days left til break. im happy that im not going away and just staying home to sleep all day and go out at night. ( Read more... )

 moods are something you cant help youre in. once a thought is contained in your head, it sticks with you making you feel and act a certain way. sometimes nothing has to happen and you woke up that way and then nothing anybody does can make it any better. when they are the nicest towards you, it makes you feel the worst and you wanna hit them so ( Read more... )

 its finally almost thanksgiving and we have four days off. although i dont family gatherings so to speak, its better then being in school. sunday i interviewed future beaconees and despite the fact that our school is not a specialized one, we get thousands of applicants who all want to get in so badly. i got to interview students with my favorite ( Read more... )

 im writing an essay that i should have written a very long time ago but i was interrupted by a thought. why do people who you havent seen in ages im you and talk to you as if they are your best friends? i mean one person who i wont name legit ims me every single day and we talk about nothing and when i try to end the conversation he just keeps ( Read more... )

 i fractured my wrist like 5 years ago, and when it rains it hurts like a bitch. i saw spring awakening on wednesday and it was very satisfying. Vincent D'Onofrio sat right behing my mom and i. being that law and order is the only thing i watch on televistion, i love him. although hes quite demanding. hes the same way in person as he is on law and ( Read more... )

 why are sat's so stressful. why do i take practice tests every saturday at nine? why is life so stressful? why is life so busy? why cant there be just one day to relax and do absolutely nothing? why do i still have a booked weekend?
friday night im going to my spanish teachers house for shabbat dinner! its mostly teachers and a few students buit im ( Read more... )

 birthdays, birthdays, birthdays.

 everyone being jewish makes it a pain in the ass to make plans with friends. so junior year already sucks, im already stressing, i just dont want any of it. i might be taking ap spanish within spanish 4 so that i can complete it this year. but that means ill have to be teaching myself shit and studying for the test myself. i dont know. i got the ( Read more... )