All you have is my word,

Love, trust and lust,

I have to have you

It is a must

You are the thought

That no one heard

When I am around you

I don’t know what to say

You take my words

Left me in shock and dismay

That is not even the best part

When you hold me in your arms

You push me away from harm,

You never try to make me cry

And if I do,

You catch my tears ( Read more... )

To the one that I love

I said that I loved you,

You did too

But nothing was right

She came along

And took me away

What eles is there

That I can say?

We did not fight

And I will take all the blame

I already bare all this shame

In a flash you were gone

It was but a moment

I only wish it could have lasted long

I loved her and she loved me

Yet ( Read more... )

Wow it has been for ever from the last time that I updated though this thingy…Well a lot has happened in that time.  A lot of guys think I am hot…why I have no clue but they do!  Speaking of hot people(she is going to hurt me for this) I meat I girl named Brandy.  She is opper cool!  We were talking last night on the phone, sadly that is the most I ( Read more... )

  Today I had to go shopping.  I hate shopping with all of my black, broken heart!  I think there will be shopping in hell.  I can see it now, I am seating in line and I walk up to the devil,

“No drugs, and she must shop!”  *evil laugh*

I am so sick of people tiring to change me!  I am sorry but I didn’t think that anything thing was fucking ( Read more... )

Damn it!  Is every one is my life doing stupid shit?  Today my boy-friend had to get his stomach pumped!  He didn’t OD but he drank a chemical or something and he lost a heartbeat.  He best friend called me and was like

“Umm Jessi, Ali is dead . . .” D.C

“What tell me you’re kidding!  That is not fucking funny I would die for him.  Him can’t be ( Read more... )