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Thunder rolls overhead, lightnin' flashin' bright, shines over what's left of th'cornfield. Ben's sprawled in the mud and it hurts, oh God oh fuck but it hurts like he'd never believed it could. Slittin' his own throat didn't even feel like this - this is a forever pain, a burnin' pain, it eats away at him and makes him ( Read more... )

It's been. Well, it's been a weird few weeks, far as Ben's concerned. Shit happenin' down in th'bar that had him up in his room for a good few days, waitin' for all th'weird to go away, and he's been feelin' - well. Ain't right, exactly. Like he ain't quite comfortable in his own skin, like growin' up again. And th'dreams, yeah, they're back and ( Read more... )

It starts with th'dreams.

They come back, hard, makin' him wake up covered in sweat, gaspin' for air, feelin' the sick burning pain that is no legs, they get him hearin' explosions when there ain't none, they get so that every time he closes his eyes he sees the preacher-man smilin' while blood runs from the mouths of thousands of people, all of ( Read more... )

[ooc: Immediately following this]

Ben don't bother looking back when he stumbles out of the bar, up the stairs to his room, 'cause he don't goddamn wanna see that girl again, th'one who fuckin' pistol-whipped him with a good-goddamn-shotgun then acted like he'd somehow done her wrong. He feels angry, fuckin' furious, feels like he shouldn't'a gone ( Read more... )

[OoC: Most dialogue/imagery taken from Carnivale 1x11 "The Day of the Dead"]

The body of Christ.

The body of Christ.

Ben is in a church. There are stained-glass windows and the preacher is offering communion. His voice fills the church as he says, The body of Christ.

The body of Christ, the congretation echoes. The next person in line kneels, and the ( Read more... )

[ooc: Spoilers for Carnivale episode 1x10. Most dialogue and imagery taken from said episode. Whitetext.]After he talks with Kate, Ben sleeps through half the night, dreams but he knows they're dreams and he don't care so that he wakes up more rested than he's been in months. Goes down t'the bar, eats, gets a coffee, goes outside and wanders the ( Read more... )

[ooc: spoilers for episode 1x04. Most dialogue and imagery belongs to the show. Some whitetext at the end.]

The rousties ain't happy. They're talkin' bout how they're headed to Texas, place called Babylon and the stories fly hard. Ben don't listen, much, and then Lodz is sayin' he wants to show him somethin', somethin' to do with Scudder, and ( Read more... )

[ooc: spoilers for episode Carnivale episode 1x03. Dialogue and imagery property of the show]

They pass through a town called Tipton, few days later, and a mob of people storm Ben 'cause word's gotten around of the girl he done touched and made to walk. In the truck back to Carnivale, Jonesy talkin' bout how he's never seen a thing like that, he ( Read more... )

[ooc: Millitimed to four days before Christmas. Spoilers for episodes 1x02. Most dialogue and imagery property of Carnivale.]

Could be Ben's been spendin' a little more time in his room, maybe, likes it up there where there's less people'n noise. But he can't stay up there forever and he comes down today, shoulders hunched, hands all deep in his ( Read more... )