wuuzzzuupp??? i havent writtin in 4ever, but i've been sooo busy~! the last time i wrote in here jesse n i have only been datin like a couple weeks or months~! wellll now MAY 7 will be ONE YEAR~! omg thats a long time huh? i kno, well maybe not to u but to me it is~! hes soo awesome i love him, i cant see him till i'm 18 tho as of right now, but me ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZABETH~! 4 my b-day i got a cute pink belt, i got a cute compact mirror with an A on it, i got as cute purse, i got a cute charm bracelet, i got a cute J that ur supposed to hang from a belt loop but i put it on my purse, i got a cd, a magazine, lip gloss, this jacket thing, a photo album, this cute dolphin music box/globe from ( Read more... )

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY :-D YAY I'M SOOO EXCITED CUZ JESSE GOT ME A RING BUT I CANT SEE IT TILL AFTER SCHOOL CUZ MY MOM WANTED HIM TO WAIT SO EVERY1 CAN SEE HIM GIVE IT TO ME LOL~! I'M NOT HAVIN A PARTY ME N MY FAMILY R JUST GOIN TO MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE TO HAVE CAKE N ICECREAM~! WELL I'LL UPDATE LATER TO TELL U ALL WUT I GOT~! N PPL GET ME SOME ( Read more... )

WHY DO U TALK TO ME LIKE THIS WHY DO U HURT ME DO U THINK ITS A GAME DO U THINK ITS FUNNY I HATE HOW U TREAT ME N HOW U ACT, HOW COULD U I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING TO U ALL I DID WAS LOVE U N BE THERE THEN U WOULD TALK TO ME LIKE U DIDNT CARE U DIDNT CARE WUT I DID N HOW I CUT MY SELF N HOW U WERE MAKING ME HURT SO BAD THAT I DIDNT WANNA BE HERE I ( Read more... )

Ok i dont really kno wut to write, so i'll just write down some poems i wrote~! i wanna publish them but i dont kno how n i dont think they r good enuff newayz :-/ ~! both of these poems i wrote to jesse, n then i'll write the one he wrote 4 me, its his first poem n i love it its really cute~! ok heres my 1st poem~!

• I always thought that u + me ( Read more... )

Ok so 2morrow it will be 2 weeks 4 me n my jesse :D~! i'm soo happy`! but i cant see him cuz he has oss, they said he called a sub. a smart ass last week, but jesse swears he dont even remember havin a sub. at all~! n if jesse really did say it he would tell me~! but his mom found out n i guess she grounded him but i dont kno how long :-(`~! its ( Read more... )

I MISS MY JESSE~! :-(

n blaine just called n said he saw him n cory walkin, n he beat up jesse :-O, 4 nooo DAMN reason~! ahh i hate blaine~! hes an idiot~! n i called jesse but he cant talk becuz hes prolly in trouble~!  ahhhh blaine needs to go to HELL~! well bye i think i'm gonna go cry, i'm soo scared~!

Well jesse came over 2day :-D~! we watched rush hour 2, n walked my dogs~! n then when it was goin on 8 my mom comes home with dee n her grandson, n i tell her bout the movie with nick at 9:30 n shes like amy u should go another time cuz its mean to just send jesse home, n i told her how nick n i already had it planned but we've never had time to ( Read more... )

JESSE N I ARE DATIN NOW woot woot lol~! he didnt have to ask me but i started askin him questions like i asked how he felt about me n hes like u kno, n i'm like no not really~! n hes like guess~! n i said i wanna hear u say it, n hes like i like u~! n i was like well good cuz i liked u too~! n then i started askin like why he liked me n stuff n how ( Read more... )

Jesse was over at my house yesterday :-D~! he came over around 4 then left around 7:30~! We sat on my front porch n flipped pop can tabs lol~! n my mom embarrassed me when he 1st got here~! I shut the door n she opened it n said how am i supposed to eeves drop when the doors shut~! n then she asked Jesse why his name has been poppin up around my ( Read more... )