And We Walked In Fields Of Gold

[tigre86]

Last night I had a moment of clarity. A realization. An epiphany. A breakthrough. Whatever you want to call it. I was lying in bed, the white of my ceiling the only visible thing in the darkness, when my mind traveled back to another night over a decade ago. I was ten years old again, looking out the windowpane stained with running raindrops into

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[cheenaa]

I'm so happy for you Nic. I love those breakthroughs moments and I feel that life owes you alot of those. *sigh* I often feel like those breakthroughs are a piece of old and a piece of new coming together. Like the older you was just waiting for the newer, stronger you to recover them and it's only after you've dug deep in the mud, through the dirt, running through a dark dark forest that these treasures come to be found again. The gift of childhood innocence, the purest of all forms where great expectations are but a dream away. :)

[tigre86]

That's beautiful Chee and it's exactly how I felt. I'm finally getting out of the mud, shedding the armor, and just letting myself feel/see/remember the good. In some ways I already feel like I'm accomplishing my life purpose, the examined life and all that that entails. But maybe there's more then I realize right now. We'll have to wait and see. :)