"I see a red door and I want it painted black"

[tigerlyllee]

It's funny how every time I go to bible study, I am reminded of just how much I need it. We talked about a lot of things that I have been kinda struggling with lately, even issues within myself that I never noticed before. One such idea is the struggle within while learning to be content in your situation. I will always be striving to improve and I

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[redriot]

I think the first issue is like taking medicine: you know you have to do it, and you'll feel better after you do it, but it's opening your mouth and swallowing that you really just don't want to do.

I think if we're going to grow spiritually, we just need to get off our asses and get out there, but really about "do I really need to go tonight?"

If the answer is yes, we really should go even if we're achey and lazy. Let's beg, and force each other to do things even went we don't want to when it comes to these events, okay honies?

I can see why you were so upset about me neglecting your journal because it is such a privilege, but I also think love is as well. We cannot hide thing from each other no matter how hurt we become because then our selfish nature kicks in and love fails.

I am really sorry for all of my mistakes, but hopefully this will be the dawn of a new era.