"I see a red door and I want it painted black"
It's funny how every time I go to bible study, I am reminded of just how much I need it. We talked about a lot of things that I have been kinda struggling with lately, even issues within myself that I never noticed before. One such idea is the struggle within while learning to be content in your situation. I will always be striving to improve and I will always think "I've I can just have this, or if that part of my life would be different, THEN I would be happy." But that will never be true. I will always find fault somewhere and fall short of my own expectations. So, instead of beating myself up over what I've done wrong or what isn't going right for me, I need to work on just being who I am. And this way I can set the example for those who think that being a Christian means being perfect.
I deleted Philip from my livejournal because he never reads it. I feel like it is a great privilege for someone to share their personal thoughts with you and, especially within a serious relationship, that shouldn't be taken for granted. When it gets to the point that I have to ask someone repetedly to pursue me, its time to just take a step back. Well, this is my step back and now I wont have to worry about when he will finally a break from whatever he thinks is more important to be curious about what is going on here. I love him and he's very good to me, but by the time he figures out what happend he probably wont be able to catch up anyway.
I can't decide if I want to be an indian girl for holloween or the Spartan Queen. Either way, I could make a really sweet costume. Advice?
I took my piano test today and, surprisingly, got an 83%. Much better than I expected! :P Thank goodness!
So what the heck is going on with Sylar? It's interesting how the writers of Heroes really likes to play with the Good Vs. Evil concept. We hated him for a Whole two seasons and now all of a sudden he might change into a likeable charactor? I honestly didn't see that coming. I'm not sure how I feel about it yet because I kinda like the idea of having a villian that is evil just because, like the joker. But then again, the joker didn't do it for any sort of gain.
I need to get my butt in gear in the ceramics lab. My sculpture has just been sitting on its lonely shelf, untouched for a good week and a half because I havn't mustered up enough motivation to go work on it. I wish it would just grow on its own a little, like a plant. Then maybe I would feel more encouraged when I actually see progress.
Poetry reading tomorrow. Still deciding if I want to read anything...
I really want to make my own bags and stuff. I tried to make some button earings but the buttons I used were too big. lol! They looked hillarious though.
I deleted Philip from my livejournal because he never reads it. I feel like it is a great privilege for someone to share their personal thoughts with you and, especially within a serious relationship, that shouldn't be taken for granted. When it gets to the point that I have to ask someone repetedly to pursue me, its time to just take a step back. Well, this is my step back and now I wont have to worry about when he will finally a break from whatever he thinks is more important to be curious about what is going on here. I love him and he's very good to me, but by the time he figures out what happend he probably wont be able to catch up anyway.
I can't decide if I want to be an indian girl for holloween or the Spartan Queen. Either way, I could make a really sweet costume. Advice?
I took my piano test today and, surprisingly, got an 83%. Much better than I expected! :P Thank goodness!
So what the heck is going on with Sylar? It's interesting how the writers of Heroes really likes to play with the Good Vs. Evil concept. We hated him for a Whole two seasons and now all of a sudden he might change into a likeable charactor? I honestly didn't see that coming. I'm not sure how I feel about it yet because I kinda like the idea of having a villian that is evil just because, like the joker. But then again, the joker didn't do it for any sort of gain.
I need to get my butt in gear in the ceramics lab. My sculpture has just been sitting on its lonely shelf, untouched for a good week and a half because I havn't mustered up enough motivation to go work on it. I wish it would just grow on its own a little, like a plant. Then maybe I would feel more encouraged when I actually see progress.
Poetry reading tomorrow. Still deciding if I want to read anything...
I really want to make my own bags and stuff. I tried to make some button earings but the buttons I used were too big. lol! They looked hillarious though.