Sometimes I want to flirt with other guys. Sometimes I do. But the second he kisses me, rubs his thumb in circles on my thigh. The second I see his smile. There is no question.
You tell me this You tell me that you're scared That you can't guarantee tomorrow Or yesterday You're fighting dragons I can't see Big, frightening monsters Ghosts Whisps in wind that grab at your hair And make you cringe
I feel like Sean is slowly ripping himself from me. But it's not just the strings being cut. Each is being dug from my skin, and I can feel every root I nurtured in him die.
I am so happy. What do I do with my nights? How do I spend my free hours? I sing. I dance. I play pretend. I forge friendships. Some forever. Some for the run. Doesn't matter.