I know its just a job, but I feel like a failure without one. I mean what am I doing....just sitting at home during the day and goin out at night....sometimes. Not really goin out, just hanging out with friends at their house. I should be happy, right? I don't have any responsibilities or anything. But I'm bored out of my mind and I'm not ( Read more... )

I'm fat ( Read more... )

I'm gonna go crazy. I need a job. I need to do something. I can't just sit around the whole summer, its driving me CRAZY!!!
I go to Shreveport just to get out of the house....ahhhh!!!!!!!
And whats up with guys lately?
I'm so confused. Oh well, I'm just goin with the flow.

I move out Thursday ( Read more... )

It needs to be done. I deserve to be around someone who makes me feel pretty ( Read more... )

STILL dating. STILL unappreciated. STILL unhappy. Why is he holding on to me? Why hasnt he dumped me yet? I've lost my appetite once again. I'm staying away from all men from now on. MARK MY WORDS!!!!

I feel drained and sad. Nothing is right. Not even him. I dont know why we are still doing this. We might as wel end it and get it over with. "I get tired of you ( Read more... )

Things aren't supposed to be this way. I'm supposed to be happy....and I was...but not anymore. And I'm so confused ( Read more... )

suck suck suck. This weekend (except last night) utterly and completly sucked...majorly ( Read more... )

So I wonder how this is gonna work.
All I want is a little feedback. Thats all.
I still feel like it didnt go through.
and I'll continue to feel paranoid and always think I like him way more than he likes me, and that he's just tolerating me.
Like I said...we'll see, huh?
I guess...