I'm so pathetic and such a horrible person, I disgust myself.
Things aren't supposed to be this way. I'm supposed to be happy....and I was...but not anymore. And I'm so confused.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me
this broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
and now I regret the day we met
help me forget your name.
I know he is happy w/o me. I know that when he tells me all that bullshit that he just wanting me to keep me holding on to him. And it doesnt work. I dont love him anymore. I dont. But somehow I miss what we have. It was stronger than what me and Will have now. So it makes me miss what we HAVE, and not him. I shouldn't have done what I did. Lord let the drama start.
3 more finals and I've got this crap on my mind. Or is it BECAUSE I'm stressin out over finals that I'm having second thoughts about Will? There's no reason to second guess him (besides he's COMPLETELY clueless about women...and thats getting really annoying.), besides the fact that I don't see this going anywhere if we don't have the same viewpoint.
I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm used to the guy doing everything. Wanting to hug me or kiss me. Telling me he cant wait to see me. DO I get that? No. I barely get a thing from him. No wonder his longest relationship was 6 months. He's got a lot of learning to do, and I really dont feel like teaching him. I about almost vlew up at him today. He doesnt understand sometimes.
Then again I could be over-emotional because I'm taking finals and going on 3 hours of sleep.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me
this broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
and now I regret the day we met
help me forget your name.
I know he is happy w/o me. I know that when he tells me all that bullshit that he just wanting me to keep me holding on to him. And it doesnt work. I dont love him anymore. I dont. But somehow I miss what we have. It was stronger than what me and Will have now. So it makes me miss what we HAVE, and not him. I shouldn't have done what I did. Lord let the drama start.
3 more finals and I've got this crap on my mind. Or is it BECAUSE I'm stressin out over finals that I'm having second thoughts about Will? There's no reason to second guess him (besides he's COMPLETELY clueless about women...and thats getting really annoying.), besides the fact that I don't see this going anywhere if we don't have the same viewpoint.
I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm used to the guy doing everything. Wanting to hug me or kiss me. Telling me he cant wait to see me. DO I get that? No. I barely get a thing from him. No wonder his longest relationship was 6 months. He's got a lot of learning to do, and I really dont feel like teaching him. I about almost vlew up at him today. He doesnt understand sometimes.
Then again I could be over-emotional because I'm taking finals and going on 3 hours of sleep.