It's been 3 weeks 2 days since he's been gone and I miss him so much. I feel like I've been strong since he's been gone and it's funny to find the little things I've done to try to not miss him. For example I went and spent $50 on a pedicure... granted it's the best pedicure I think I've ever had I got it done a week and a half ago and my feet are ( Read more... )

I have to vent... I don't know what else to do. I feel like I'm on the verge of a global meltdown. 1st. Corey left to go away to "I don't know" and it's on a trip for potentially 30+ days. It came up quickly but it took forever for them to actually leave. Now he's gone. He left the night of the 15th/morning of the 16th. He's gone. The worst part ( Read more... )

So let's see it's been a while since I've written in here... things are going well I'm working on my second semester of grad school at UWF (3rd semester all together) and things so far are going great with that. I'm working as a server/togo/expo/bartender/whatever else they need me to do at Chili's and it's going pretty good as well. I made $170 ( Read more... )

a while ago I wrote an entry here it is in it's exact wording ( Read more... )

So Brandon and I broke up very shortly after that email. Like by a few days. He decided he didn't love me anymore. Wow it's like a knife thinking about it all over again. I moved home the very next day. I took the GRE got into grad school and I will be attending UWF starting in January to begin my Masters in Special Education. I'm currently working ( Read more... )

Growing 20's ( Read more... )

or life is yours to miss. I haven't updated in a while and that's mainly because things have been crazy. Working as much as possible and then there are the ridiculous class projects that I've had to get done. I'm not doing grad school next semester I just need some time off. I just need to have a break from school. I'll go back if need be later on ( Read more... )

Why am I so lonely? What's wrong with me? I'm so sick and tired of being this way. :(

Its a summary of 2005 I found this on my friends wall I heart you sweetie ( Read more... )

The sound of rain while lying in bed, the center of a soft chocolate chip cookie, the month before Christmas, going to concerts, swimming at night, driving around town with no destination just to clear the mind, turning up the music really loud, Zingers from the Ale House, Reading a good book, Navarre, a cool fall day, the first few weeks of a new ( Read more... )