so im crying.
my face hurts.
my lips are numb.
it hurts to talk.
and these supposedly hardcore painkillers arent working
but worst of all
i miss lauren =[

somebody shoot me.

or put my wisdom teeth back in.

hey guys.
you all suck.
except for sarah and stina.
you guys are cute.
OH AND SOHAYLA I LOVE HER TOO.
oh and lauren cuz she divorced me today and i miss her.
shes my firefly and she escapped and i feel like part of me is gone.
fuck the government igotta go ttulllllll.

i didnt go to school today. it was pretty boring.  but-- i guess anythings better than school.

ian came over and we sat on the dock for a few hours.  <3

and uh.  heres some pictures that are kinda old.  i kept forgeting to upload them.

( I miss the person that you were but i dont miss you. )

At least I'm not a liar
At least I'm not a cheat
At least I dont care what these goddamn mindless people think of me
.

Ten bucks says you dont have it in you

To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to

you are careening shamelessly into oblivion

Where you will live alone with your chemicals and gin

i wanna throw up some more.

i want to throw up.

I CANT FUCKING SLEEEEEEEP.

=[

WTF. someone get me some sleeping pillllsssssss.

i love sleeping too.  this sucks.

so homecoming was kinda gay.

but.. AFTER homecoming was fun =]

heh.

yesterday was ians BIRTHDAY

AND we went out to dinner and a movie.  it was wonderful.

until he hid and scared the fuck out me RIGHT after seeing the exorcism of emily rose.  hes a sweetie.

heres some picTCHAS from homecoming

( lj cut x core )

so.. im a bitch.

oh well.
i did kinda feel bad.

for a sec.

but nah. fuck you.

<3

everything sucks.

i want to go back to last year.

cuz this year is no good.


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