oh sweet sweet fate thank you for letting my life work like it does.
thank you for friends and for memories. and for times to come.
AMEN BROTHER.

do you really care? i dont even know. sometimes, its like, i swear to god, youre not even there. everybody can have their fucking laughs now because i feel like now im on the other side of the fence, and its no ball game. no vacation. no clouds. no sun. nothing. my fingers bleed. my eyes fall. i never knew what it felt like, but now i know it makes ( Read more... )

maaaaaan. none of my jeans fit me properly ( Read more... )

cupcakes. bikes. baking. cleaning. sleepovers. red sheets. sewing. stitching. bitching. shiny toe nails. clear polishes. fuck black. AA. backstage passes. molasses. more cities. more time. one love.

something new...

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i feel like im literally throwing people out of the window.
im dropping them too fast. so fast.
i not only threw you out, but i slammed the door on you.

you hate the city while the city hates me.

this year i've achieved the following:

being in the E.R. twice, each for my own reasonings.
to stay in bed with my boyfriend all day and only leave to get ice cream. (today)
re-do my entire bedroom.
get a good job.
continue to make lists.

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well well well. i'm back from paris.

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