I leave in less than 48 hours.

How is this happening?

This is everything I've wanted for the past 4 years.

And now I'm scared.

stop the bullshit.

everyone is sick of you.

My year of sobriety has come to an end.

I love it.

Fuck New Jersey. Seven more months and then I'm done. Thank you.

Last night my car did a 540 spin on the parkway. It was the scariest thing in the world and I never want to drive again. I don't know how I'm still alive.

I'm becoming a sad person again.

Someone stop me.

BOUNCING FUCKING SOULS IN ONE HOUR!!!!!

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SO FUCKING PUMPED.

Today I realized that living two rivers away from somebody you love starts to suck when you're really sick and just want that person to come and bring you soup and cuddle with you.

Even though I'm happy, a part of me wishes I could go back to the way things were exactly a year ago. Back to when I was the one who actually ran my life, and I didn't put up with other people's shit. When I didn't have to hear about people bitching all the time and I just enjoyed myself. Back to when I was able to hang around people that made me ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Christmas music.

I am so happy.

I wish it was snowing.