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ok so i'm finally posting about monday night, i swear it was the best night of my life, just everything went so right...
(  you are the only thing that matters to me )

i miss him so much right now, i cant think about anything else at all, i wont be able to until he calls me and i know that everything is ok...

i cant post about last night right now, due to the fact that everyone is in the fucking room, i will post it 2morrow with pictures, i will have the whole thing behind lj cut, i know some of the boys wont really appreciate the pictures, so just out of respect, it's going to be behind lj-cut

thanx kids

omg, 2night was the best night ever, no one has ever made me as happy as jay has, i cried from joy like 3 times 2night while with him, god damnm i feel infinite right now, OH!!! AND THE BEST PART IS he got his cancer study results yesterday, AND HES CANCER FREE! the sist they took out of his lungs abrupted only a half hour after it was removed, it ( Read more... )

sorry i havent updated, even though i'm sure no one really gives a rats ass, anywho, i see jay tomorrow, wish me luck, god damn i love him...

ps: if someone can help me fix the javascript on my computer i'd seriously love you

GO NOW! GO LISTEN TO LOWER DEFINITION'S NEW SONG! AND THE OLD ONE! IT'LL MAKE YOU HAPPY IN YOUR PANTS :)
http://www.purevolume.com/lowerdefinition

go get a towel and prepare to cream your jeans

woo! i talked to jay 2day, i'm seeing him on monday 4 sure, i cant wait, i'm going to make the most of it, god damn it's going to be so gr8, he's so sweet, he wrote me another poem, that's hot, seriously, he's all that i could ever ask for and so much more ( Read more... )

i cant stand not being with him ( Read more... )

another fucking day made miserable, i haven't talked to jay at all since wednesday,not even an e-mail, it feels like an eternity, and now i'm worried about him, i havent been able to eat or sleep very much, like almost not at all, and it's fucking killing me being separated from him, i seriously need to find a way to see him soon, or else, i dont ( Read more... )