I have an issue ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in ages. I haven't had reason/time to do so ( Read more... )

Uhm. I've been gone a while. It's been a nice vacation. Been working on my whole being an RA and having my room and board paid for by yelling at kiddies for doing bad things. I didn't realize people were so dumb at times ( Read more... )

Today I decided that I despise you for everything.

For taking my heart and then breaking it.

For being everything and nothing.

For saving me and destroying me.

For loving me and making me feel it.

For making it all fell fake.

For making me think that I'm ok.

Thanks.

I've been here for a week now.

It's strange in a way.

I love being back, but it's really different on this end of campus. It's nice and all, but I need to find the rest of the people I know...

Max Bemis is so cuddly and special.

Mhhmm...

http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?vid=76372

It's odd. I think at least.

I have feelings for her, can't do anything about them, and I know she has "feelings" about me, she can't do anything about them.

Part of it, I think, is that I live here in East Lansing. She lives at home. In Belleville.

Life hates me.

I'm destined to be single. That's all there is too it.

Rachel and I went to Sears today.

AND WE DIDN'T SEE YOU JUSTIN!! But we did see a kid in pink pants which made us both smile.

It's been a long few weeks. A very long few weeks...

The fourth of July almost had me quitting work on the spot. It was hell. I watched a guy blow his eyeball out with a firework.  I had a 10 hour run on the back of a trash truck on the fifth. 38 hours in 48 hours. That is almost a weeks worth in two days. Stupid...

I'm excited to be moving out ( Read more... )