Once again, I am struck with grief.

rip schaefer

WOW! It's been forever since I have written in here. Crazy. Well, I finally bought a new car and can drive it now (very exciting for me). I'm having a good time in cheer, despite the pain I go through (my fat lip thats finally going away and my foot from when I fell down the stairs. Yes, I am a Klutz). I've been getting along with my family ( Read more... )

I'm slipping. I need help out of this hole. Once I've fallen. I'll never come out. This is a cry, a plea of hope.

I'm so done with people in general. It seems like what friends are supposed to be has changed. The concept of unconditional love and accepting people for who they are just doesn't happen anymore. I mean honestly, what's the point in having friends if they don't accept you for who you are? Are they just there for arm candy? Unfortunately, ( Read more... )

Appointment with Love ( Read more... )

I hate the month of September. Every year in September, everything just seems to fall apart. Already two shitty things have happened. A pipe broke in out front yard so we didn't have any water, and i was in an accident yesterday. Go figure. September 23rd is coming up and just brings back so many good memories but also a sense of longing for ( Read more... )

I feel like I've given up everything that means the most to me. I feel alone.

you know whats the best thing in the world? having things patched up between friends. it seems like thats what the start of the year has been about. a new year to a new beginning.

Someone lead me down the right path
Its a long hard road
I'm prepared
I'm ready
Fear is close inside my heart
I wanna let go
I'm patient
I'm anxious
Find me now here and alone
And take me away
I'm waiting
I'm wanting

all i can say is ouch. that picture hurts