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dottdotti

i posted the san fran trip on there.

cus i never write in this one anymore

go.

see it.

now.

time for some new pages ( Read more... )

im at the new place.
the move was hell.
im exhausted.

but things will get better.

im.so.stressed.

with all this apartment
jumbles of words
and sentences
rules:
no molesting neighbors.
no shooting neighbors.
aw.shucks.

no.drugs.
WAIT.
hold on.
lets talk a moment.
are you KIDDING me?
but papa warned me its only
procedure.

but im thinkin.
that all these rules might make my head pop.
and i just have to remind myself
its only
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my brother is in the hospital.

ruptured colon.

apparently.
you can die from this ( Read more... )

Its this weird.
[flavor?]
hitting my tongue.

and it tastes of disappointment ( Read more... )

i.hope.he.appreciates.it.

I am really over this being sick thing.

more. than snakes in my bed.
[not.a.pleasant.feeling]
one that i try to avoid.

so. more bed today.
ma. and pops.
from
a mazillion miles away
[so it seems]
tell me "doctor.doctor"

but.
I cant explain my hatred there.
only.
that.
i hate them.
eventhoughiknowishouldgoso its bed time ( Read more... )

and.
[again]

i.am.home.sick.

i dont think. that its possible. to explain how much it depresses me when i get sick. something to do with [spendingmostofmyteenageyearssickandinpain] the pastbut ( Read more... )

i.spent.the.day.in.bed.

itsamazinghoweasyitistotellwhoyourfriendsare.

what

yea.
slipping.minds.seems.to.be.the.trend.
[lately]

wow.

so.about.that.moving.

oh.the.options.

i.think.
i.need.a.list.of.options.

LA
New York
Chicago
Seattle
London

and.whats.so.horrible.

iamevenconsidering.going.home.
[the.apocolypse.has.come ( Read more... )