Thank God you see me the way you do, strange as you are to me.

Hulu, putting anti-smoking adverts on all my favorite shows... Touché...

No but really, these are getting gross.

i'm still flesh
i hold on to life with feelings

Man... I have never been more frustrated. I think the insecurities and the truths and the lies and the mismatched stories have all kind of come to a head. Ignorance is bliss, I guess, but it never quite felt right - And now I know why in the worst of ways. It was more than wonderful to speak to Leo yesterday, but god did he bring up a lot of things ( Read more... )

Metrocard troubles keeping me in Queens ( Read more... )

Experiencing regret. In the scheme of things, this is a very unfamiliar feeling. I know that all the events, the people, the places and experiences had - They are all important components to this equation. It's all necessary for the outcome of what currently is. I found myself thinking a lot through my restless hours of the night, about the things ( Read more... )

I can recall 134 when I think really hard. It's depressing that I know there's more.

A nice bubble bath is in my future. Then sweet sweet sleep.

Sometimes I truly believe that post-brain-tumor-dad emulates normality so well... That he knows what love for a child is. He knows that one is supposed to love their child, supposed to feel certain things for them. But I don't believe he can actually feel that love. Feel the things he says that he does. I don't think a single thought could be more ( Read more... )

Jager makes you feel so gross

It is only with one's heart that one can see clearly. What is essential is invisible to the eye.