Its friday night. It would seem that I have disappeared from the live journal world..... only putting down my thoughts when i have the time. I am anxiously awaiting the night through. I am leaving for a gathering in about a half hour. Tomorrow a day at Laguna Beach and a little bit of time at huntington beach. Next week is my spring break from the ( Read more... )

I think that this weekend pretty much said it all in turns of where I am. I know where I am going. How I am going there and what steps I need to get there. I have alot to do this week. I have to finish up this compilation that I am putting together for the magazine. I will spend my days working out my sentence of this place. I have only 4 months ( Read more... )

I guess its that time again when i emerge from my busy life to tend to other things not work related. I woke up late today and now i am going to write in this journal all my thoughts and reminders that seemed to have drawn themselves into my mind. I found a really good cd by a band called Relient K. Never heard of them before I picked up the album ( Read more... )

Here I am finally taking time to write in this journal that I have had lack of time for due to my busy work schedule. I worked a 29 hour work day FRiday 6:30am- Saturday 1:30pm. I was very tired so I have slept 18 hours so far and feeling pretty good. I am have to go to the airport tonight to pay for my flight home the 23rd ( Read more... )

Its the night of the concert and i am on the list. I am Sparta's list tonight. This is the show ( Read more... )

I have been listening to dashboard, coheed and cambria, Fallout boy, and The postal service all day long. Its been a lonely day. I spent the day to myself. I didnt really want to go ou anywhere or hang out with anyone. I have had alot of work to do so i just stayed at home to finish the article i have due for the magazine. Its due this Friday. I ( Read more... )

I started my new job and let me tell you all that I love it like a fat boy loves cake. Even though the kids are severly handicap i love them so much. They are amazing and i have learned so much about them. I have learned so much about myself and the things that i take for granted everyday. They are happy all day, they dont care about how i look or ( Read more... )

These days are really a test of mind and how strong i really am. i just got alot of stuff in the mail today. Alot of stuff that i am not really happy about. BILLS!!!!!!!!! I hate them more then anything in the world. I really really do. Anyways, I start my new job tomorrow and i am kind of nervous. I am kind of excited though to say the least. I ( Read more... )

its 12:39pm and the day is just starting. I have my commitment to the church tonight. I am supp0sed to meet up with my friends tonight so i am xcited about that. other then that i am just going to write more letters today and read my books. I start my job tomorrow so i am very excited about that. I guess $16/hr is really good pay. I cant wait to ( Read more... )

 "I read about the afterlife but i never really lived. I never really did."

I saw people get baptized last night. I have decided to get in my religion more as a means to help clean myself up and change my old ways. It was an awesome experience. I could certainly feel a presence in the room. A presence that made me look at everyone in a new way . ( Read more... )