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thisfalseart

She was something else

Aug 29, 2007 14:38

Whoa. Sheila is gone. I still don't think it's really hit me yet. Like, she's going to be in Hungary for four months. Holy freaking crap.

I'm too lazy to think/type about anything else that's going on in my life and my head I miss freshman year I think I'm going to miss Berkeley but mostly because of my friends there not even counting Caitlin I'm ( Read more... )

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teawithrushdie August 30 2007, 00:09:16 UTC

It's always good to have everything out in the open. Talking to your parents, I think, can only benefit you, rather than harm you.

thisfalseart August 30 2007, 02:16:35 UTC

Yeah I figure that, it's not like I'm itching to tell them though, I mean I'm single and yeah. At least, that's how I feel about it now. I don't know, I might change my mind. I just keep envisioning myself talking to them and then getting confused myself and getting them confused, haha.

teawithrushdie August 30 2007, 00:54:31 UTC

OMG-you need some periods in the first paragraph, pronto!!!

Well... bvj143 August 30 2007, 00:57:18 UTC

Hey Alexis, it's Brianna and know that we don't really talk or whatever, but if it makes you feel better, i'm in your same situation. I've come out socially, but not to family at all. So yeah, if you want to to talk or anything my sn:Bvj286.

Re: Well... thisfalseart August 30 2007, 02:14:23 UTC

Oh shnap! Why the fuck didn't I know about this? I'd love to have some conversations with you about it, I bet we could relate to each other about it a bit. I guess where I'm at now is better than nothing, cause I know some people who aren't completely out and that sucks, so yeah. High five for being gay!

Re: Well... bvj143 September 1 2007, 02:36:34 UTC

You didn't know because I didn't tell you. It's not something I announce saying "Hey, i'm gay. How are you?" I'm just not that open yet.haha

Re: Well... thisfalseart September 2 2007, 01:23:08 UTC

I get that, it's just that I was talking about my gaydar. It's usually pretty good and when people come out I kinda expect or am not surprised about it.

I don't introduce myself like that either, it would be a trip if people did though. Cause then you could be like, "Cool! I'm gay too! Let's make-out" LOL. Just kidding. Anyways what are your plans for school or whatever else you might be doing?

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subj_to_debate August 30 2007, 05:42:37 UTC

maybe talk to your dad a lil bit first. he seems more understanding. and other than that, i love you and your gayness. :)

thisfalseart August 30 2007, 10:56:15 UTC

I was thinking about that too, but it's easier for me to talk about substantial things with my mom. Plus my dad always has a knack for turning our "talks" into lectures and I can just imagine him talking on and on about how he'll always love me no matter what and that I can make my own decisions, blah blah blah. It's not really a convo, it's more like him droning on endlessly. On that note, I know that he'll be supportive. As for the mother, she will actually talk to me and I'll get it straight from her, no sugar-coating. I think she will also do the "I'll always love you" bit, but add a little something about how she might not be completely comfortable or maybe she'll try the "it's just a phase" or "you're making a mistake" routine that she did with Caitlin and I. Perhaps that's why I want to wait till I do have another thing with a girl so then she'll realize that it's not just some phase or something. Iunno.

I love my gayness too. And you of course. :D