Blah I moved to Branson but of course I decide to be infatuated with a boy 2 days before I leave so now I'm back to get my social seciurity card so I can start this job but am having problems deciding if I want to go back. Yes I will make lots of money but at the price of my social life... and well I am a hopeless romantic a.k.a. psycho and cant ( Read more... )

Today doesn't matter. Nothing at this point matters. I had a moment of clarity tonight/ 15 min ago while driving home. This morning/ tonight is and was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen I stood in my mini skirt and boots and let the beautiful pure fluffy snow fall on me and embrace me and I realized despite anything that has happened I will ( Read more... )

Oh super bowl sunday you treated me well ( Read more... )

Meh life = biggest pile of shit ever I feel like I have been crying non-stop for the past weekexcept when I am drunk then I only cry 50% of the time... so basicly I cant find a job I miss denny's I might have to move away which I don't want to do. I told jared I sleept with someone else and now I feel like shit because he was actually a good person ( Read more... )

So life is wierd for the first time in a while I just want to get so far from this town. I realized a lot of stuff today that gave me a grim outlook on love, life, and me. but I have a job interview tomorrow and ate corndogs for lunch today so life can't be all that bad.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 73% Stability |||||||||||||| 56% Orderliness |||||||||| 40% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious |||||||||| 36% Hedonism ( Read more... )

I loved you and that was never enough. I was never enough and I don't think I ever will be for anyone. So I learned to play the games we play. Ive learned to use and take like anyone who ever faked for me. Now I am worse. I have no cheery nieve outlook on the world that got me in trouble but at least I had hope. I have no one to hold and kiss. I ( Read more... )

My new tattoo looks better than you.... that is all

So for the record ( Read more... )

I decided new years resolutions never work unless you make one that you pretty much already do so ( Read more... )