deep in the fiction we live.

[this_isnt_life]

okay, SO!
i'm *so* "over it!" fuck you, number one.
even if it took me over a year to do it.

the people i was close to before are slowly drifting away,
leaving hardly a trace besides some bullshit online talk.
but!
that's perfectly fine.

i'm not sure i've ever been more happy in my entire life.that deserved some boldness for you, assholes

Comments

[midnight_fall]

Hmm.. call me later on..

[this_isnt_life]

i tried! you have a voicemail that says "hey faggot answer you're phone." that was me.

i love you i love you i love you i love you.

[agora_phobica]

yes!!!!
nikki motherfuckin nasti is drunk x core this weekend!! holler
*excitement!*
where are those pictures?
I LOVE YOU!!!!
<3

[this_isnt_life]

those pictures will be up SHORTLY! and oh my god they're going to be amazing. i prommiiissseeee my little lover.

i'm sad i didn't get to see you this weekend, but be happy for me anyway cause nikki's getting some! woooooo.

[osh_kosh]

Dude, I dunno if I should have told that guy to lean back. I dunno if fat guys *can* lean back! He prolly would have hurt himself. BUT---score on you drinking this weekend!!!!!!!!!AND... I have to work at 10 in the morn tomorrow!!! But it's cool cuz we'll kick it tomorrow too! Fucking right biiitches. I love you guys. O.M.G.
***Me and K.T are buying triple c's..be prepared.

[xxj_a_m_ixx]

Fat people can lean back. Fat Joe IS fat and he LEANED back. Although he never really leaned bak, he did more of a *face sideways* motion or like a penguin type thing. So yea, fat people prolly can't lean back or they'd fall over. I think i just proved myself wrong. my bad.

[downbyfour]

ok hi nikki!
it's jess.
thought i'd drop a hey to ya. <3

[this_isnt_life]

hi sweet thang! you're too cute. <3

[vindiesellover]

Dang I am hated.

So, I was going to call you but I have this feeling you don't like me plus you never seem to really want to hang out with me.

And my name isn't any of those names listed so I am sure you don't like me.

[this_isnt_life]

no, you're not hated and no your name wasn't listed but my name also wasn't listed in your el-jay, miss maddy. and i do love you and i do want to hang out with you if you ever have time away from mike when you're in s-field. <3

[vindiesellover]

the *****'s in my journal were made up. There were no real names belonging to them. It was for shits and giggles. I giggled but didn't shit.

[this_isnt_life]

hahahaha im glad you didn't shit. i love you. <3