i got my hair done yesterday. oh jesus, its pretty much black. alot of people are telling me that they like it better lighter so i'm feeling pretty shitty. i hate downgrading myself, it sucks alot. also, the bangs are super super short but they'll grow. she said this color will eventurally get lighter. i'm feeling a little ugly haha. whatever.

( i have a picture of it. )

i was working in blimpie today cleaning the class. my belly ring got caught on something & it almost got riped out. my favorite belly ring is now broke & i was left bleeding. sucks. i never relized how discustingly ugly & fat my belly looks with out that ring. i'm really upset now. ok, im serious this time nicole, stop eating!

i went to go see HE IS LEGEND tonight. of course they were great but it never fails! nicole gets hurt someway, somehow. fat lard desided to jump off the stage & fall on top of me. he totally crushed my hair clip :[ & i got a bump on my head that hurts. plus! one of the guys from HE IS LEGEND told me he saw the whole thing. haha, idk about you, but ( Read more... )

i got my senior pictures back.
tell me which one you like the best.
they all pretty much look the same. sucks.

( check them out. )

i'm seriously tired of giving repsect
& then not getting it back.
i fucking hate people alot.
tolga, your a fucking dirt bag & i hate you.
mike, thanks for being such a shitty friend.
& everyone else, FUCK YOU.

.. this is life.

first day of summer school.
i know it's already going to SUCK.
worked longer tonight.
tons of ppl come in when i'm about to leave.
losers.
i'm sitting here with kevin<3
he's so cute.
i was looking at sinem's journal/pictures
& i've decided to go on a diet.
it's called:
STOP EATING YOU FAT FUCK!!!!1oh shit! almost forgot to mention the best part ( Read more... )

yeah so, i've desided to continue to update.
i dont need anyones comments. fuck it.

today, went to kevin's baseball game.
i really love watching him.
he's all i watch through out the entire game.
& he picthed today. amazing<3

( baseball♥ )

so i've desided since nobody ever comments on anything in this fucking journal (except for like two people). i'm not going to write in it anymore, everythings private. it'll be for my own memories. so take me off your friends list because your not reading anything anymore, like you guys do anyway. PEACE!

so, today.
signed up for summer school.
failed earth science only.
then hung out with kevin.
went to the ATBEST show. fun.
i'm getting my senior pictures taken tomorrow.
then i'm getting braces get put back on thursday.
it'll only be for a few months.. i hope. :(

i love kevin burke.
he means alot. yes yes he does :D