I had a strange dream last night that I used to have as a recurring nightmare that went away for a while. I'm standing in the darkness feeling strangely safe and secure and happy as if nothing could ever hurt me, and then someone/something is behind me and slits my throat. I don't know how I know this from the dream, it just happens that I do. ( Read more... )

Aww, give us a cuddle. You're an Emotional Drunk!

"But I thought he liked me. It was all going so well. I can't take it, you know? Not again. Why me, you know? My life is so fucking shit. I'm just a worthless piece of nothing shit. Everything I do is shit, or it turns to shit, or I turn it to shit."

- pause -

"You've got beautiful eyes ..."


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Mog (the kitten) is dead and Sally is devastated. She keeps crying and stuph and I don't know what to say but a whole load of patronising crap. I'll miss Mog.

I feel so shallow.

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I've just eaten chinese food.
Ick.
My friend is asleep hidden under my duvet and I can't see her. I put a new cover on it. Its blue satin and feels slightly kinky for some reason only known to me.
I'm sleepy and can hardly keep my eyes open.

But its okay. The King of the Goblins is going to take my work away.
I know he will

*psychotic glare* Yes.

The people at the post office didn't tell me to give my full name to Liselotte, so she spent all of her money going into Stockholm to pick my money up, and they wouldn't let her have it even tho she had the moneygram code. I hate that. And now I don't even know if I'll get the money back, tho I'm hopeful. I will be violent and angry if not. Maybe. ( Read more... )

Test Results
You think of yourself as being snow, ice, cold, and faerie.Others think of you as being tall, pretty, athletic, and beautiful.Your relationships can be described as cold , empty, fucked, and safe.When stressed, you feel dead.Take this test hereHmmm. If yyou want to see my tests results, hightlight the box/table thingie. Problem with ( Read more... )

1, Romeo and Juliet ( Read more... )