another typical identity post. how embarrasing, don't i have anything else to think about?

[thewildwest]

india is slowly turning into a nightmare. of course i've had some good, perhaps surreal, experiences during my stay. i'm not complaining. i've sipped cold coffee with a deposed rajah, perused an impoverished nawab's priceless art collection, and had access to a mobster's private manuscript hoard. i've seen a goat give birth, picked cotton, and

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[dementias]

I selfishly missed your posts.

<3

[thewildwest]

thanks :)

[ardhana]

hi!

so sorry i havent been keeping up... i feel you very much on the staying in the closet/panic attacks/etc... i made some very "close" friends, who i could not come out to at all... people GOSSIP back home...

the fucked up part was i could not bring myself to stay in touch with them once i came back from my 3 month trip...

identity breakdowns... make the best of them- you'll grow after them...

keep in touch...

love,
ardhana

[thewildwest]

hi, sorry i haven't stayed in touch either. but i'll be back in the US soon and give you a call then. happy new year!