Wow, I forgot about this journal. I can't believe some of the things I said, but it all feels so recent. Part of me misses those nights at the Underground, and the other part is beyond over it.

I also like how I signed every entry "me" as if I was being clever. Holy shit storm. That's very funny and slightly embarrassing. 

BLUE IS LOVE

1. Do you love someone?
Yes

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I actually don't think so.

3. Do you believe in love?
Yes

RED IS ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
Not at the moment...

2. Which one your family members has the worst temper?
My mother..unfortunately

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
Never in anger...that i ( Read more... )

i call to hear your voice. we don't even need to talk like we used to.
i know you don't answer because you wish we could talk like we used to, but the last thing you want to hear is my voice.
i always hope that you won't answer because i don't actually have anything to say.
but at the same time i could write you a fucking book.

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

i am sorry for being a selfish stuck-up bitch.

i miss everybody more than life...

there's a pit in the very bottom of my stomach...

i don't feel good at all and i have no excuse.

i regret it. i was stupid.

Moderato. M. Chirp =76

why are you guys all so cliquey?

http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/account/wishlist/viewwishlistmain.jsp?iContext=0&iMode=1&iCid=143545851&iwlID=769004Read more... )

okay guys,
i just got back from an mys concert and it rocked my world.
may be nerdy...but so true.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAGGIE MY LOVE!!!!