Damnit...

[thevilagemidiot]

Before I get on with this stupid depression thing that just doesn't seem to ever go away, I just wanna say that Cancun was a blast. I'm just not gonna mix all that up in a depressing entry, and I don't particularly have the energy to type all that out right now. Hopefully I will later

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[___youloveit]

awe your entry made me sad. get ready though, timmy, stuebie will be a blast.

[meggiedough]

Hun... I know everyone you know has said everything there is to be said about how you feel right now... the only advice I can give you is to focus on other things, things that are in your control. You're obviously doing everything you can by being a nice, respectable, wonderful guy. So... there's nothing else you can do but wait. The only thing you can control in your life is your attitude. I guess... just try to look at the bright side of things. Think happy thoughts! You're out of high school, you're talented, you're one step closer to your future. Have faith, and everything you can't control will just fall into place. Or, you'll be so busy being happy about everything else that you'll realize that maybe it isn't so important after all. Plus, I can tell you that in college, it's a whole new ballgame... my roomate had never even kissed a guy before she moved in and next thing she knew all kinds of guys were lining up to be with her. No lie