I forgot I had this... maybe I should start using it.

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Im posting here to see if people are still interested in hearing about me. If you read this journal, or have in the past and would like me to post stuff, reply saying so. If you want me to fuck off and die, please post something saying such and I will do my best to do so. Thanks guys and girls.

So in a bitter plea to save my life, im comming back to FL. I hope I can see al my friends again and everything will be 100% better. I cant take this life the way I am anymore, I am near death. My FL life was so happy and content, opefully it can be that way again

I am Nothing!


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I want to walk on her street to see if she notices me walk by, to see if I am still noticeable, to see if there is still a spark there, Id like there to be more than a faint memory in her heart, something more than just hate maybe, I wish i had been able to tell you why, But isnt it funny that when the tables are turned, Im scum now, If I begged ( Read more... )

Im trying to fix things with myself and people I have hurt. Some of the people I am trying to talk to dont want to talk to me. I dont know what to do about this. Im being eaten up inside by myself. This is the point where I usually just say fuckit and get high, but Im not doing it this time. PLease if you get an IM or a phone call from me and you ( Read more... )

life re-evaluation, This isnt hell, im not doomed to relive my mistakes. I cant live in the past, its too painfull. I cant live in the future, I dont know whats there.

The word sorry doesnt fix things, thats why Im not going to say it.......... Im also accepting my erasure, thanks for making it go smoothly. TTFN

Ok so those of you who can read this, if you want to be on my friends list, post a comment otherwise im gonna take you off