Im going to a band clinic tomorrow! *squee!* But we practice for 3 hours on Friday, then on Saturday, we go back at 8:30 AM and practice for 3 more hours, then we get an hour lunch break, then we practice for another 3 hours and we put on a concert. My mouth'll be SORE. LOL! But then right after that, I'll be running into a bathroom and changing as ( Read more... )

You're just looking at your pictures of you smiling and wonder how far away those days were. You stare at your arm and wonder why you haven't torn it into shreds. You talk to your friends and wonder if it'll be the last time you'll ever talk to them. You try and write it all out but wonder why no words can describe how you feel. You work on making ( Read more... )

Ooooookay. I went to a dance on Friday night. I would've updated then, but you know what? I WAS CRYING TOO FUCKING MUCH. Let's see what happened ( Read more... )

...If you've ever tried to stop cutting. Well, here's the story ( Read more... )

Well, I straightened my hair today and wore my new DC jacket. I looked hot, I must admit. lol. Stephen told me I looked good, which made me feel good, especially when I got to tackle him later cuz he was running away from me. Gawd, he's such an idiot, but I wub him. <3 ( Read more... )

THE MEXICAN CHICK BROKE UP WITH STEPHEN!!!!!!! *does the happy dance* I was wearing his jacket today and I put my hands in the pockets and I felt something, and it was a note from her. Just to make him mad (so I could flirt with him some more) I read it and it said something like, "Ii'm really sorry, but I feel like I'm dating my older brother..." ( Read more... )

Gawd. On Tuesday, there was a hole in my wall. Wednesday, I was crying all day. On Thursday, I was still crying and hugged Stephen a lot. Well, here's my story ( Read more... )

Yup. Another sad entry. Today, my mom and I got in this argument about my room and trash being on the floor, so I got pissed and started picking it all up when I spotted a razor under my bed. I just kept on cleaning until she left, then finished picking up the trash and tidied up in there before I picked it up. I broke it apart like I always do, ( Read more... )

Okay, I dunno why I even did, but I engraved DIE into my upper left arm. It looks, awesome! Well, if y'all saw it, you'd be like, "OMG! I can't believe you got so deep! You never get like this! HUG!" But, I don't really give a damn about what y'all think, okay? Okay ( Read more... )

OMG. I finally decided to listen to my Victory Music Sampler today, and I am in fucking love with #3, some song by Straylight Run. Let me go get it... Existentialism On Prom Night by Straylight Run. It goes, "Sing me something soft, sad and delicate, or loud and out of key, sing me anything." It is sooooo good. Rite now, I'm saving all my CD's on ( Read more... )