He said ( Read more... )

fake empire by The National. This music reminds me of Palestine. I never listened to The National while there, but i listened to Deena and Fredric talk about it, endlessly ( Read more... )

The evening, as any one could have told me, was an unmitigated disaster. This was just as I intended. He crowed in victory when I said we'd never dated, his I told you so and his finally more insulting than using me ever was. Does he really think I would call those weeks of sex and drinking, those weeks of crying my eyes out and wondering what i ( Read more... )

You're still only 16 ( Read more... )

blue lips
blue veins
blue
the color of our planet from far, far away
blue
the most human color
blue
the most human color
blue

last night has bled into this morning ( Read more... )

OK. So part of getting better is knowing when you're at risk. Tomorrow is a double mind-fuck kind of day. Tomorrow is a day I intend to meet on the field, armored and bearing newly polished weapons and the strongest shield I can carry ( Read more... )

what the fuck is fucking wrong with me?

lull. something like it ( Read more... )

We haven't spoken in weeks. There is such palpable anger, willful apathy ( Read more... )