i thought I had my feelings figured out. And then my phone vibrates and its him. Its funny we go days sometimes weeks without speaking, either through emails, texts or on the phone. But we go weeks, and then he sends me a text that reads “I just got finished training in the desert, and I need to hear your voice, return my calls sweet girl. Let me ( Read more... )

leaving is not enough; you must ( Read more... )

Yesterday marked year4.

nothing, i woke up to a nothing of your nothing. feeling nothing, not doing much of anything, feeling it creep up my spine again, just like last june. just like last june feeling the overwhelming knowing feeling.

I cant connect to this now; but I once did ( Read more... )

11 months and 3 days. 11 months and 3 days. soon it will be a full year. a full year. i keep thinking if Ive changed. I dont feel it.

'The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive'

Still here existing in a world while that which made me ceases to exist.

THINGS CHANGE THE WAY YOU FEEL. AND THINGS CHANGE.

XVII ( Read more... )