it's been a very long time. hello again.

long time since an update. college admissions are worrysome. working on a 1988 supra turbo; replaced suspension, new wheels (ssr gulf stich mesh), working on 1jz-gte twin turbo engine swap. moderate drinking as a weekend habit. kylie's doing coke now in addition to the old business of the e-train. people are fickle, and the area has become ( Read more... )

the super special list of failures, as of this moment, starting after natalie.

holly jochum
cameron butler
kylie johns
paige pembrook

hard alcohol(chasewithcola), drugs(rolling/spracked/baked/barred), sex, sports cars(triplethespeedlimit), money(cashonly).

live it. love it. embrace it. we are the future.

we'll sleep when we're dead.

all of you are made of binary ( Read more... )

Oh crashing time can't hide a guilty girl
With jealous hearts that start with blossom curls

are you made of numbers? why does the sun fear you?

i'm tired of feeling as though i've been turned down. the only commonality between all my failures or failed attempts is me.

am i really supposed to take myself seriously anymore?

so full of anger and hate towards parents! your divorce is not my problem! don't involve me in your dysfunction, much less make dysfunction for me!

your heart smells like onions
(@__@)
what keeps you from putting a bullet into the roof of your mouth?
i'd love to know.