optimism.
being hopeful.
believing that love and true love will happen.

someone who will wait because i do.

its simple logic but i get stuck in last place a lot because of these theories.

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for the first time in a while.
i feel as though these feelings i have are unwarranted and indescribable.
something that will only stay inside my mind. and heart.

ineedaman.

i dont know what it is anymore.
whether it was the dream i had about you last night in a grave detail.
what it used to be like and how good i could have had it.
whatever it is im holding on to something but also slipping away from you. all at once.

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now i know.
what that feeling is.
crushed.
saddened.
lonely.
all at once, it paralyzes you.
shaking.

no matter how strong or solid you feel about who you are.
now i know at once it can break you quickly.
the right striking of words.
straight to the heart.

its over.
i need to recover and begin again, anew.

ive missed my single bed like none other.

i am going to be a lifer with Gap Inc.
im happy with it.

its times like these i wish i had worn my chucks.
for the emo kid behind me.

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i think about designing all the time.
sometimes it gets in the way.
but i dont care.
passion.
persistant thoughts and plans keep me happy.

im beginning a project that will take so much detial and time.
i cant wait.