I'm so depressed. I miss kristin, and I dont know what to do. My life is shit. I dont know what to do. I feel like taking a car, and driving it into a tree at 100 mph. I miss her so much. I dont know...

I don't know why but im depressed. ME and kristin got in a huge fight over the weekend and we broke up for like 2 hours, and then we decided to try and work things out. I dunno if its gonna work, but I guess its worth a try. I got my license on friday. I guess its a good thing, but I'm not too excited. This sucks. I feel like shit, I'm always tired ( Read more... )

Tonight I went out with my friend Andy from school. We went to the beach, and on the way home, we were looking for a car to race. So this saab pulls up next to us, and passes us, so we go faster and try to pass him. Then he gets behind us and turns on his high beams, so we couldnt se shit. So we start doing like 110 down the highway trying to get ( Read more... )

I got new computer a few days ago, and I finally got my dsl modem to work. Besides that, I havnt been up to much. School was ok for the first 2 days, and it seems like im gonna have a good year. I have all good teachers, so it should be fun. I've been really tired lately, so I have to go back to the doctors and get my meds straight. This shit sucks ( Read more... )

I start school tomorrow. I'm more excited that pissed. My summer has sucked wicked bad, so I'm kinda happy I'll have something to do with my day. Today I woke up at 11:30, and then I went back to bed at 12:30 till 4. So I called my sister and I went to her house for a couple hours. That was basicly my day.That was also basicly my whole summer. Well ( Read more... )

My weekend was pretty good. Kristin slept over saturday and sunday night. We worked things out so.... But anyways, besides that, I just hung around my house with kristin. Today I had my senior pictures done, so I hope they came out good. I hung out with Andre today too. He come over and picked up me and kristin, and we went to the mall. It was his ( Read more... )

My mom is supposedly buying me a new computer, but she has told me shit before, and it never happend, so I'll just have to wait and see. I'm starting my school shopping tonight, and it will continue thru the weekend. I'm not gonna need too many things, cause I did some shopping over the summer, so I'll save my dad some money. I start school on ( Read more... )

Today kinda sucked. I didn't do much, and now im looking for something to do, but I lost the number of the only kid I hang out with that drives. Smart. Oh well. My moms gay friend thats 45 and in love with me, came by today and gave me 100 bucks. So, I actually have money, but I have nowhere to spend it. Matters. Oh well, im gonna go find a way to ( Read more... )

Today was an ok day. I skated most of the day with Zack. I skated from Haverhill to North Andover at lke 11 this morning. It was kinda scary, cause I was riding down a highway, and I felt pretty safe. Me and Kristin are still fighting. So I don't give a shit what she does anymore. She can get drunk all she wants. It doesn't matter to me. Well that ( Read more... )

I'm kinda pissed at my girlfriend Kristin. She wants to go to our friends b-day party, but people are gonna be drinking there, and I don't want her drinking. First, she told me she wouldn't. Then she said if she did, she would only have a couple sips. then I said, what the hell is the point of going to a party where people are drinking, if your not ( Read more... )